4dp5dt

I'm an idiot and tested yesterday and again today. Of course, both were negative. it's too early. Still, I can't help being really disappointed. I don't know if I can do this again if it doesn't work this time. I didn't really consider it not working...and now, that's all I can think about. With Molly, I tested 5dp5dt and it was positive. that is tomorrow morning for these little guys. AHH. Off to CVS in a few to stock up on pee-sticks. Oh, and eventually, I need to get some work done today. It's 9:45 and I've been just basically freaking out and blogging since the nanny got here.

Day of Transfer

Wow - this cycle has pretty well flown by...I guess it helps to be chasing a 1 year old and working full time. It really just feels surreal. I'm kinda freaking out....transfer is at 11:30...I'll pick Rob up at 10:15 at work. Definitely gonna go get some McDonalds before, I'm wearing the same shirt as I wore for our transfer with Molly. I need to find something green to wear...and I'm hoping to sneak at least a picture of the Moo Bear with me. My mother in law is here, and no one but my mom and sister knows we are cycling. I'm still not sure what I'm going to tell MIL as to why I'm leaving.

My heart is piiter-patting and I'm pretty freaked out. I really want a sibling for Molly Moo.....